I'm Carla and I'm Argentinian, I love drawing, music and I love manga/anime.
Thoughts... Sad, wrong, pitiful, stupid thoughts.Am I going to find an answer?Thoughts... Sad, wrong, pitiful, stupid thoughts. by carladdesso
Am I going to be on top?
Am I gonna to get to go out
of this freaking black hole?
Are you going to help me out?
Are you going to be my hope?
Please I need you, please
I can't stand me anymore
When I want to move
My body has no energy
When I want to breath
the air is not enough
If I go out to breath better
The cold air hurts my lungs
I feel weak
But you already got so usead to "my scenes" you say
You don't care for this anymore
But I need you... I need you...
I need you by my side
Cuz I can't breath properly
Cuz I can't see properly
Cuz I can't hear the way I want
Cuz I know I can't keep being like this anymore
My beauty will fall like an Oak's leave in autumn
And if I ever get to smile again
I´ll still have the wrinkles to remind me
of this time
But I don't want
I don't want to fall like this again
I don't want to remind this again
All my energies and hopes and my dreams, even my soul
Laying hopeless in the floor
With an anvil on...
I know this is my